This Is Chapter 2

goodbye chapter two…time for chapter 3 (:

this will be my last post on this account

12:34 am • 24 April 2010

goodbye

goodbye. i love you. good luck.thanks for the good times. im gglad you were my first alotta things. i miss the old you. but i dont think ill ever get that back. dont text me, dont chat me, dont talk to me. and promise you will NEVER come back. because i cant handle that. sooooo glad i didnt have sex with you. i really do deserve much better. and im finally starting to figure it out. so ill walk away with my head high this time, or atleast as high as i can. im not gonna cry. im not going to sulk. im gonna move on and get over you. good luck with future girls, none of them will take your shit like i did. btw, youre controlling and when i tell you to stop, you really should listen. happy birthday, you arent getting your gifts. i love you. bye. forever, and yes i will use that word

12:33 am • 24 April 2010

Glass

Fool you made the girl fall in love
you said those beautiful things
she thought you spoke things you mean

Caress her skin like it’s glass
she hears your voice making plans
and sees your face in her hands

You don’t wanna see somebody beg
as you feel her heart surrender
you begin to fall
How do you say that something’s through
when it never even started
at least not for you

You breathe her air and you leave
you keep your mind on yourself
and lie the glass on the shelf
After the heavenly speech
your body throws holy heat
the angels sing when our eyes meet

It wasn’t a lie but it wasn’t true
I just wanted to make you feel good
just wanted you near
I wasn’t prepared I wasn’t thinking of you
that you could actually love me
it never should have started

She’s dreaming back on the past
every opinion agreed
doesn’t know what to believe

It must have been for a cause
our lives have so many doors
don’t think about him anymore

But it was the kiss, it took me away
it’s like he knew that I am fragile
he handled me like glass
and it hurts but it’s what I deserve
because I should have been more careful
with the others that I handled
I should have been
I should have been
and knowing this I know
that he’ll get his
but I don’t want the man to suffer
oh not the way I am
because deep down I know that he’s glass too
but it really doesn’t matter
until it’s happening to you
everybody breaks
everybody breaks
sometimes